Are we really happy here
With this lonely game we play
Looking for words to say
Searching but not findingunderstanding anywhere
We're lost in a masquerade

Both afraid to say we're just to far away
From being close together from the start
We tried to talk it over
but the words got in the way

We're lost inside
this lonely game we play
Thoughts of leaving disappear
Every time I see your eyes
No matter how hard I try
To understand the reasons
Why we carry on this way
We're lost in a masquerade

muhasabah cinta

loves Allah,Allah loves u,
loves someone, not necessarily he or she will loves u,
Oh,Allah, please guide us to the best path in our life,
dont make us someone who doesnt thanked with ur gift,
if u want to make me love someone,
make my loved one loving u first,
tie our hearts in which by ur redha,
or else we'll regret for nothing we get..

muhasabah cinta-edcoustic

Wahai... Pemilik nyawaku,
Betapa lemah diriku ini,
Berat ujian dariMu,
Kupasrahkan semua padaMu,

Tuhan... Baru ku sadar,
Indah nikmat sihat itu,
Tak pandai aku bersyukur,
Kini kuharapkan cintaMu,

Kata-kata cinta terucap indah,
Mengalun berzikir di kidung doaku,
Sakit yang kurasa,
biar jadi penawar dosaku,

Butir-butir cinta air mataku,
Teringat semua yang Kau beri untukku,
Ampuni khilaf dan salah selama ini,
Ya ilahi....Muhasabah cintaku...,

Tuhan... Kuatkan aku,
Lindungiku dari putus asa,
Jika ku harus mati,
Pertemukan aku denganMu

LOGIC-LOGIKA, read carefully,coz there are spikes!

If you wanna find a "hafizah"(pmpn yg hafal quran) or women who are wara' n so on, is there any higher possibilities to get them in the pub o disco? or is it clearly easy when we go to pusat tahfiz or surau or so on?

thats reflect us,
logic-If we want to have a good person, we must be good first, then its not impossible n yet its very logic coz good people doesnt go to pub,disco n so on unless to dakwah n so on,but if we said that we are the one who want to dakwah to the people in the pub like hasan al banna, look at first, our iman, if we didnt dakwah ourself first then how can we manage to dakwah people plus in pub n disco? its a dream~

mature-back to the topic, logically, along the way in getting older n older, we didnt realise that supposely our mind also must be older n mature enough to deal with things like these, marriage n so on, mature in term of not being selfish in relationship with others,girls n boys, n so on. in relationship, if we do matured enough, we totally doesnt have intention to have a leak social life,what i mean is, if we know that we are going through the adult phase, our mind must be prepared to be an adult, or else we must try to be an adult, if just being a child minded n just like happy go lucky, so, its not totally being ready to the next stage of our life's phase.

giving but not recieving- the first thing that we must take care is, we must think for the worst, its not being the worst, but you have prepare urself to the worst situation if happen. in term of these, islam has guide us to a very beautiful thing in love, its for man BUT lets take it generally,take it for women also,
this is one of the hadis from our prophet " kahwinilah kamu akn prmpn itu kerana 4 perkara, harta, keturunan, wajah(kecantikan), agama, dan pilihlah agama nescaya kamu akan selamat"
what we can get through this hadis? we have a right to choose, n yet what we choose will reflect us, thats y if we take agama(islam) we will be safe, it somehow tell us that other than islam,all of them will faded n vanished except islam coz we can take it even in the next world. we also always see that 'jika kamu pilih bunga bunga akan layu n so on, thats totally true, n yet do we have no right to choose our 'bunga'? we do have! but remember that, if we s a partner for someone n we only want to give rather than recieve, n yet our partner also think the same thing, its a very very very beautiful!
we didnt expect to get anything n somehow the other person give us 100% their things to us.its totally amazing! n we'll always happy ever doubt.

thiqah(kepercayaan)- this included our personality, the way we talk n so on,appearance n our social life, just think, is it wearing a turban reflect the person to have high knowledge?yes! its true for the first thought, BUT its really shame if the person who wearing a T-shirt can remember the whole quran n the turban one doesnt. its called thiqah, its very general if to talk thiqah only but we can understand that thiqah is a very important thing, how can we want to have a beautiful or handsome person but we didnt look smart at least, n yet its not impossible,yah, jodoh di tangan tuhan BUT we make it worse! how can we want to have the person that we want?? logically, Allah is fair, fair enough to understand His people life, what will be the fate n so on. Allah doesnt change ones fate unless they change by themselve. is it logic?? totally logic!

penyerahan- actually this thing is not the last thing we must do, the 3 things, effort,doa,n tawakkal always stand together from the beginning. when we do our best effort,together with doa n tawakkal, its truly beautiful thing to do! doa n tawakkal is one of the effort right? so? is it we do effort first(e.g study only) then, comes to doa(after finished exam) n tawakkal( when to get result)???,haha, its logic but during the effort phase, do we must not tawakkal to Allah? think again.
my ABAH always said to me that its not logic to the person who studies with the right effort to get nothing in their exam. that TOTALLY true! BUT some people said if we sick?? then?
hmm,, then how was it?
its an easy Q, who thought you to not take a good care of ur health? but then there will be a time where we didnt want that thing happen to us n we had done the best thing to avoid those things but they still happen,then Allah is the best place for hope~

" we plan n Allah also plan BUT the best plan is from Allah"