past time memories,^_^age 5-fishhmm, i dont really know at what age i remember my first memory, i think at age of 5, it was at the back of my house.At that time, i like to dig soil n put a plastic bag in it,then i put water,so that the plastic bag will prevent the water from being absorbed into the soil.now i'm wondering, i'm quite clever at that time,hahaha..
i like fish, i bought some fishes from the fish shop in front of my house (now, they transfer to other place), chinese shop, an old woman, old but active woman, when i come to her shop, she always ask me " mau pokok ka anak ikan ??",i answered her question, "ank ikan" only, at that age, i was a boy who really really shy, n sensitive, too many to tell bout this,later on insyaAllah, hahaha..
k, then i put the fish into my 'exotic pond'.. yes, the fishes lived but they died early, not because of lack of oxygen or what,its because me, my twin, always take the fishes out of the pond n keep experimenting it! give the food directly into their mouth, "siang sisik"(rub out the scale) n so on, thats the sign telling my parent that i like being someone regarding to science perhaps,;P its really make sense when i kept wondering why the fish always appeared at the surface,just like want to eat,(actually breathing),haha..
i kept the fishes one night long, the next day, i saw some of the fishes gone, some died on the ground n some of them died in the pond. for the gone one, i thought it was cat eating it,but y they were some left on the ground? doesnt make sense. whatever, after that, i really upset n i cried,one whole day i sit at the back of my house do nothing, i wanted to buried the fish in the soil, so i dug a hole for my precious fishes so they can go to heaven(haa??)
so, the procedure begin, put the fish into the hole,buried them with soil again n i pray to Allah for the blessing, u know what, 2, 3 hours later, i saw many of "semut api" at that place, i was a boy,and young,curious n easy to change my mind,hahaha, i dug the buried fish back n they were many of that ants! too many, or too much of them!waa, i thought that it was the payback from Allah to the fishes for their sins, i quickly buried them back, n say nothing to my mom that night, the next day, i dug again the fishes n there were worms at the fish's body!hahh!!
once again, the payback time happened. i cant stand it anymore, so i put away the fishes into the drain n they were no more,told by an idiot, full of sound n fury,signifying nothing..T-T